I miss you so much..
Do you see me ? Are you proud of me ?
I have no memories with you, or just when you was very sick... And I don't want to keep this in my brain, in my heart... I really would have liked to tell you how much I loved you, but I was too young for that... And now, I regret. I miss you grandpa. I would have liked that you see me growing, laughing, singing... But it's too late to want these things there... Yesterday, I cried all the afternoon for you, I cried your missing, I cried because, because of this fucking addiction for smoking I grew with only one grandfather...
I know you can't read that, but I hope that you can see in my heart how much I miss you and how much I love you.